*deletes irrelivent story*

What? Yeah, I know, I push my luck trying to make these things all tie together sometimes anyway, but that was one that was really better off behind password on WDC. *Waves at work person reading my blog*.

I was listening to music again this morning. Still trying to find a soundtrack for ‘Contagion’ (still like the name, too, btw). I didn’t quite run the gamut, but I ran the rock/pop-punk gamut. Disturbed, Good Charolette, The Offspring (told ya), Concrete Blonde, Queensryche…etc, etc.

I still haven’t found the right album for my current story idea, but I may have found the one for the novel I’ve wanted to write for like two years now and haven’t been able to. ‘Apathy’s Hero’. This story and it’s characters sit in the back of my skull and taunt me every time I try and write something new. They’re all like “hey, pay attention to us. We’re sexy and god-like and apathetic and brutal. Don’t you want to come play in our world?” And I’m all like “Well, yeah, but no one’s explained the rules to me yet.”

I suspect the only reason I want to write it now is because I had planned to do something else. If I had decided two months ago that this would be the year for ‘Apathy’s Hero’, I’m almost certain I wouldn’t have had any interest in writing it now. So to spite myself (because I very much want to go play in their sexy, sadistic, overrun with egotistical gods world), now I’m thinking about writing both stories at the same time. I’ve heard people do this – write two novels in November. Honestly, I have a hard enough time with one. But I’m really tempted…

So I know I’m not even the only person who gets new ideas while trying to finish the old ones. And I know I’m not the only person who gives in (*waves* Hi Dawn, Kate, Mireyah, everyone else who’s ever been distracted by a shiny before their current project is done). So I won’t ask the obvious question. I’ll ask instead – would you shoot for 100k in November instead of 50k? What would make you take that plunge?