I’m a bad writer. I’ve done something that everyone cautions against, or rather, I haven’t been doing something that everyone advocates. When I was growing up I was a voracious reader. I’d devour everything I could get my hands on…as long as I liked the characters and wanted to see more of what happened to them. Series reading is totally a different topic though. Especially since I’m not fond of it the way I used to be.

But recently, over the last couple of years or so, I haven’t been reading as much. I read a lot when I travel. But work (old old job) only required that of me a couple of times a year, and the rest of the time it sucked the life and soul out of me and removed most of my desire for anything besides sleeping. The reading stopped when I wasn’t on a plane or in a hotel room, and the writing stopped.

Since old old job is almost a year behind me now, I’ve been trying to relearn how to do these things. I’m getting better at the writing. But I hadn’t gotten back into the reading. I’m trying really hard to read in my genre. I really, truly am. I’ve run into a big, huge, fat problem. I write adult urban fantasy. I’ve tried to redefine it as lots of other things – contemporary fiction, women’s fiction, contemporary fantasy…but definition-wise I know it’s urban fantasy.

Here’s my problem – I haven’t liked a single adult urban fantasy novel I’ve picked up. I’ve got some recommendations I need to check out and I assume those will help, but to date, they’ve all made me weep in pain. And one of them is an NYT bestselling author. *sigh*

But the YA ones I’ve picked up actually seem to embrace uniqueness. Yeah, okay, the basic plot is still always the same. But…these authors have something astounding about them. They have that elusive voice I keep hearing so much about. The first one I picked up was ‘Personal Demons’ by Lisa Desrochers. I didn’t want to like this book. I was going to use it to prove that I didn’t need to read in this genre because it was all lame. And I was so very, very wrong. I devoured it. I got halfway through and realized I had recently beta read another novel that had ‘borrowed’ the plot almost identically, and I was still compelled to read it.

It was all in the delivery. At least, it’s called delivery in comedy. In writing I think we call it voice.

The same day I picked that up, I also picked up ‘Paranormalcy’ by Kiersten White. Because our local Borders is one of the ones being shut down and it was on sale. I actually had mixed feelings about reading this. I’d heard it was really good, from people I trusted, but all that hype and their had to be something wrong with it, right? But once again, I was brilliantly surprised and pleased. I knew from the first paragraph why people love this author. She writes with a distinct, flippant tone that almost screams off the page with amazing personality.

I figured I was on a roll. I picked up a third on Friday. This one also came highly recommended from all sorts of people who read in this genre. Friends, fellow writers, people I trust. One of my good friends even reaffirmed for me on Friday that he thought I’d like it a lot.

And I’m not going to say what book it is, because…so far I’m a little disappointed. The delivery – the voice – is almost text book. It’s violated a couple of writing rules that I don’t think should be broken in dialogue, and it’s just not grabbing me. I’m giving it a chance. And I will finish it because a friend and I are reading it together, but so far I’m at page 70 and I’m just not sucked in.

The point is, I get it now. I understand why we have to read in our genres and I believe it. I’m still looking for some adult urban fantasy that doesn’t make me gag on cliche and bad writing, and if you have recommendations, I will trust and believe you and check them out next. Just keep in mind that ‘Supernaturally’ and ‘Original Sin’ are both coming out this summer, so whatever it is has to be good enough to compete with these second books in the trilogy.

What keeps you reading a book, even if you know the basic premise is tired? And what should I read next?