Day 2 of #MarNo, and I have written half a chapter total. I’m in a good mood this morning, which meant I had no idea what I was going to blog about. Weird, right?

But my boss is good to me, and gave me the perfect topic. Not intentionally…but still. His question was “Shouldn’t we have done this from the very beginning?”

My answer, which did not make it across email lines, was a sarcastic version of “But then we wouldn’t have had any fun”. Except I’m sure there were long strings of rambling sentences in there about sleepless nights, learning from mistakes, hindsight being 20/20, blah, blah, blah.

Because me being in a good mood means most of my answers are sarcastic and I think they’re funny. Me being in a bad mood means most of my answers are sarcastic and I think they’re scathing and hurtful. I think that means there’s something wrong with me.

ANYWAY…I was thinking about this question in the grand scheme of things, because my #MarNo book is a heavy revision of the past two years of NaNoWriMo. It’s taking two books I’ve already written, keeping the characters and basic concepts, and obliterating 90% of the existing novels.

And as I do this, outside of the questions other people are asking me, I ask myself “Why didn’t I do this the first time?” I planned. I plotted. I outlined these two stories more than I ever have for any other novel ever in my life. I know these characters better. I know their backstories better. And I was psyched about both books.

So why do I have to start from point B? Because that’s how writing works. It’s never perfect the first time. But if we don’t get it on paper. If we’re paralyzed by the thought that we might make mistakes, it will never be perfect because it will never happen.

Not the answer as it relates to work, but that’s why writing isn’t my job. Fiction writing. What kind of mistakes have you made in your writing that you’ve learned from?

And while you ponder that, I’m off to write procedural documentation. Something tells me that won’t look impressive in a query letter 😛